So, tomorrow I am 53. My birthday always brings with it hopes and fears in equally distressing amounts. My love for others stops me from doing many things and sometimes I am resentful of that, but then again sometimes I am a complete dick. This time thing has done me some crap but has also done some good stuff, like friends and family (most of it), and bands and other things, and stuff.
I am old! Not just in years but in spirit as well! My soul feels old so much of the time, so old and so worn out spiritually. So there you have it. That's the way of it. Time has done with me much as it has done with everyone else, I just haven't coped with it as well, but that's me for you.
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